|I taught him how to work those chopsticks|
|YES I AM!!!!|
|He puts a smile on my face on the days that it's hard to smile;)|
Thank God MB was feeling better today. I bought her some icy hot patches for her back and they helped. We didn't want to push our luck so MB decided to stay home. She wasn't good enough to go out but she was better. Eric and I decided to go out for some sushi and then a movie at his place.
We went to RA, to a place thats a lot like Santana Row, and the Sushi was excellent! TX Boo has started calling me sweet pea and baby. Finally, I figured out a good nickname for him. His new nickname is...tantararan...TaliBOO. I'm sure you can guess why, he looks Arab but is Mexican. He doesn't speak a word of Spanish and sounds more like a cowboy than anything. Taliboo and I had our first altercation today, we've spent everyday together since wedn night so I guess it had to happen lol. When we were at dinner I was being loud so he shushed me, oh no he diiin't. I let Taliboo know that I don't like to be shushed and Taliboo let me know that he doesn't like me telling the world our business...lol. We made a deal he'd never shush me again as long as I didn't say really personal things in a loud tone again. I'm starting to see how we are kind of opposites. He doesn't like attention and I can be a bit of an attention whore. I wonder how these differences will work out in the long run.
When we got to Taliboo's place we cuddled on the couch and talked. I told him I had a nightmare last night. He said it was probably do to the stress. I felt comfortable enough to tell him that I was scared that something might happen to MB while we were out here in Texas. When I said this, he held me real tight and whispered, "You have Me here and Monique, you are not alone" What happened next is probably TMI for this blog but if you care enough to know you can always email me;) Oh and if your one of my aunts, uncles, cousins or anyone who knows my MB and PB lets not mention this to them either;)
If you know me, you know I don't usually let my gaurd down with my sad feelings. I don't like being vulnerable or mopey around people. Mostly because I don't like being a downer or having anyone feeling sorry for me. I get my attention the old fashion way by being loud and showing my boobies, lol j/k. With him, it's different, he just lets me be me. I'm starting to see his imperfections too but they don't bother me. It's like when he annoys me, which he now does, I don't want to automatically slap him in his face or tell him off. I'm having all these weird feelings I've never felt before and it's scary, really scary. Egh I guess thats what happens when you get a new heart with feelings...UGH...could this really be more than just a TX fling????....Only time will tell.